My head and my life have been pretty chaotic this week.
Last weekend was spent knee deep in paint and plaster.
No time for anything of a self indulgent nature.
I have been itching to finish my latest couple of projects. I am loving them so much. One is almost done and ready to be blocked, and the other is halfway finished. It's all my mind wants to think about......and it just can't. It's making my head hurt. It has been utter chaos this week......and I have seriously been tested. I don't think my brain can take much more.
I have decided that, whilst I am definitely no neat freak, I cannot live for more than a day in household chaos before feeling like I want to cry. What a wuss. I seriously need to man up.
I've tried hard to see the funny side of everything, but honestly, one more stubbed foot and i'll scream.
It has been a slog.
No time to breathe slowly in and out and just be calm.
I have been anything but calm.
I feel somewhat drained.
Oh well. That's life.
Calm will return soon enough. I WILL be pleased to have drawers that open and doors that aren't wonky.
It WILL be worth it....it WILL be worth it.....it WILL be worth it. If I keep saying that long enough I might just believe it.
Until then.......i'll go back into Zombie mode and just get through it. Snapping just a couple of things to put a smile on my face this week..